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I went to philly yesterday, further persuading myself to go to school there. Even though the Art Institute seemed to be a pretty cool place, it was shady concerning costs of schooling/supplies/housing, ect. I want to start school with a pletehra of different mediums and styles to work with, whereas with AI, you begin with a catagory of art with you have to know %100 that that is what you want to do with your life. Nonetheless, Philly is inspiring and I absoloutely adore it --- from its gargoyled chapels to its spanging bums. I plan on visiting UArts with my uncle in the next week or so. We tried to get in without a tourguide yesterday, but he forgot his Alumni card jawn and we were refused entry. Oh well. I'm excited to go back anyway. I'm also applying within this week.
Aside from yesterday being absoloutely marvelous, at this moment (10:18 pm) I'm in an awful, terrible mood. I'm feeling completely left out of the world that was left behind in Jersey. I miss everyone. I'm missing out on hitching rides to shows. I still dont have my license. I have to go to the doctor first, then take the written test AGAIN (I ALREADY PASSED IN JERSEY), then take the driving portion. Bye the time I can drive I'll be 18.
I have to get a job tomorrow because I'm low on cash and wouldnt dare tough my savings for college. On foot, by the way, Im going to walk up the street and apply to Swanns, Don's Music, Just for Cats, and Ciocca, possibly, depending on my mood. I need money for a shitload of things. I really need a new computer. Actually, I need a laptop...a Mac more specifically. Its built for graphics and shit but technology moves so fast that I HAVE to get a new one. A new Macbook would cost me $1500 and thats ALL I have. Its not worth it.
Bleh. I also keep getting jealous of people. I want to dress a certain way, and I can....I just cant in the working world unfortunately if I really need money like I do. I also try to appear professional when I go to colleges and shit like that but I feel so FAKE. Moreover, men in quakertown suck, like I've said before. THEY. ARE. SO. STUPID. (*If you are an attractive man located in the quakertown area who enjoys shitty music and long walks around town, please apply for Nikki's "Special Friend" position at 1-800-JKDFHKJS*)
Anyway, I can just walk away with this just being excited about college and my oncomming last year at high school....wow. |